As cliche as this would sound… good bye is the hardest thing to say especially when the word was never said and they were just gone. People always tell you to be strong because they’re watching from above and they just want you to know that they are happy up in whatever heaven they maybe in. But it’s hard to just smile sometimes it’s better to just cry…when you’re overwhelmed with sadness all you can do is feel.
Please just leave me here
Don’t want to say a word
Leave me alone right here
I don’t want anyone to see me cry
When I’m with them my voice is gone
But the moment I am alone
All I can do is to scream it all out
Cry until the sun would come up
Because I can’t think
All I can do is feel
I have no words to say
I turned numb when he faded away
Tell me where do I go from here?
When he’s not in my arms anymore?
I don’t know why
I need to hear his voice whenever I cry
I close my eyes and dream of him
Wishing I’d never wake up again
I’m already on the edge
Staring at the sky
Wishing he was here to wipe away the tears
And chase away my fears
Be right here by my side
Keep all the promises that he said
Before he faded
I know he’s in a better place now
But I’m still hurting
And I can’t stop crying
They say time will heal the scars
But I don’t want our memories erased
Please God let me have him for one more day
Why can’t I say good bye one last time?
My last words were not enough
I need to feel his hands intertwined with mine
It’s too late, why can’t he come back?
Let me say everything that I wanted
Before he faded
He was right here with me
I shut the door suddenly
It all disappears he isn’t here anymore
Now I’m standing on the edge
Hoping he’d be there with me
Just one last time for one more day
Please let me have him one last time….