Can you tell me how can you remember things that never happen?
While lying into these comfortable empty conversations
It’s not pretending or some crazy illusion
I promise you I’m not under some hallucination
Maybe stuck in a dream with no final conclusion
Wide awake yet asleep in the same old fantasy
I miss the love that was almost there
A finish line with nothing to lose
Win a competition but nothing there to gain
Don’t tell me that this is something sane
Because you’re so near while I’m screaming your name
We are so near yet so far
Yet I don’t know why I’m not walking
Somehow 3 minutes is almost like a year
With you a life time has passed
I blame you for these cliché emotions
Young and reckless, smart yet stupid
Why tell me something you will never ever do?
Am I crazy for falling for you?
Am I blind by some bliss I cannot feel?
Or I’m trying my best to not see what I cannot see?
Or am I stuck in a fantasy escaping whatever is real?
Or I am losing my perception to this emotion?
You’re both the clarity and the confusion
Because of you, you are my only thought
Romance that seems to be only in books
Is it my fault that I look past all that was looks?
All I am now is slipping cracks trying to find facts
No, no, no my head seems to always say
Guess what? I’m ignoring it anyway!
Even if you are the clutter that I cannot throw
With you there’s that tiny bit of wisdom I seem to know