How can you drown the feeling?
How can it go away without the scars?
I’ve been spending so long trying
In the cold and raining
Washing away the pain
Only to have so much still remain
Tell me that it’s never going to come back
Tell me that it’s still going to be the same
Tell me every lie that your heart is making
I’m tearing apart yesterday
Holding on to these pieces
That leads to every memory
If I have to move on
You’ll know it’s not my choice
Just to get rid of your voice
So let’s draw tomorrow
And tear apart yesterday
My apologies are suffocating
Words are my bitter taste of damage
Going through the seams of what we used to be
Burning my broken promises
Found in these worn pages
Hoping that we’d still be pretending
I’m covered with bandages
The aftermath of my decisions
Trying to sort my demons together
With ghosts carving their way out of my past
Now I’m drowning in unsaid thoughts
With words I should’ve choked on
