Romantically Drunk

I have an inbox filled with slurs Drunk texts on the receiving end An empty bottle next to my charger Shot glasses left on the table And blurred thoughts with heavy eyes I asked myself, “What the fuck happened last night?” It takes seconds to reach for my phone It’s five in the morning I’m …

You’re the definition of false hope

“Emily Dickinson” They are screaming for me not to give up Yet don’t you think two years is enough? It’s tiring and wasteful To lose my mind over appropriate metaphors They tell me to always have hope Because it’s the thing with feathers But let me give my rebuttal Emily Dickinson is not here to …

Fools

How can I still give you my fantasy When you’ve made a fool out of me Too many times to count Now I don’t want to talk to you Because I’m tired of running in circles Thinking I’m finally over you Only to fall in the same places Loveless and stuck in the shadows Shivering …

October Rains

I asked for your name I wish I never did Because I was speaking in tongues With goosebumps crawling on my neck And you hadn’t touched me yet I asked for your number That was my second mistake For a year I spoke in mediocre abbreviations While I screamed metaphors to my pillow I’m dramatically …

You Were Just An Idea

Dear the Idea I Made,   You’re not real, you never were. Okay you are real; you are human however I dehumanized you when I wrote you in way only a hopeless romantic can write. I’ve read somewhere that it’s treacherous to think of a person more than a person. It’s not flattering or that …

The Girl That Wants To Fly

She’s that pretty face in a song Broken but with a silver lining She isn’t an angel Not a personification of a bird or butterfly Just a girl who wants to learn how to fly She wants the courage to jump And never reach the ground again She’s 20 years old And trying to reconstruct …

The Devil Cheated Me

I sold my soul years ago The devil said he’d give me what I want Now I’m walking lifeless Cheated by the devil Granting wishes for a price And now I’m living lifeless My common sense is kicking in I want to say it but every time I try My phantom heart wants to lie …

Wildfire Thoughts

Is it easier to breathe without a heart? Is it easier to live? Hope you’re enjoying the sun Because you’re in my darkest thoughts How didn’t I see through your transparent chest? Your charm blinded my senses Call me when you’re ready Call me when you already know Because I’m as clueless as you Yet …