Afraid to be your reason

My biggest fear in a relationship is someone giving up everything for me. Their identity, dreams, friends, and create this new life around me. I am afraid they would slowly brew resentment, listing down regrets and what-ifs they forgot to consider. I’m afraid when the days are silent, they create scenarios of decisions they never …

Poem Day 4: Us

You’re the love I thought was made-up My partner in crime But never justified my mistakes I see lights after holding your hand I reach out to an empty space Hoping you’re on the other side of the bed I’d give anything to wake up beside you Every morning and every night Have you be …

The Silence Of These Scars

I never had a love story Not a princess or knight kind of beat Each chapter had a villain draped in shiny clothes he was alluring, mysterious He knew the right words, the right moves Left notches on my bed posts He walked in and lead me in the dark had me choking his name …

Stars, Black Holes, and Vodka

she was once a star until she can no longer shine she was burned out she is now darkness empty and trying to find fulfillment but even light couldn’t pass through she walks on glitter hoping she’d sparkle once more but she’s too broken while he was wonderful simply amazing and innocent he fell in …

What I Meant

When I said let’s go out for coffee I meant to ask if you like me When I said I like talking to you I meant to say I’m crazy about you When I said I write poetry I meant I’m all out of inspiration And I’m tired of writing about him When I can …