Afraid to be your reason

My biggest fear in a relationship is someone giving up everything for me. Their identity, dreams, friends, and create this new life around me. I am afraid they would slowly brew resentment, listing down regrets and what-ifs they forgot to consider. I’m afraid when the days are silent, they create scenarios of decisions they never …

Pieces of Peace: i am not your manic pixie dream girl

I could just be some hipster wanna be but instead you called me a “manic pixie dream girl” some two dimensional literary trope. It was sweet at first how you liked me the moment you saw me though that should’ve been a red flag. You said the moment you saw me and not the moment …

Pieces of Peace: “saviour of a toxic romance”

In the long run, you’ll realize that there are a few relationships in life that’s not worth saving. Do not constantly remind yourself that you are in love. Or tell yourself that there is no one else in the world that will love and tolerate you because you’re only settling down with someone for the …

To the Pretty One

Pretty my heart stops Pretty my heart hurts I could stare at you forever Because I can see a lifetime in your eyes Your shy smile may say you’re not ready But I know how to wait I die a little inside when you look away With your back turned I feel the seconds pass …

Cynical Hopeful

It’s easy to mistake the first time as love. Because no one finds “the one” in the first try, if so then you are a lucky bitch. Others have to go through hell and meet every single asshole in the dating pool before finally meeting the 1% of people where there are mutual interests. Or …

Stars, Black Holes, and Vodka

she was once a star until she can no longer shine she was burned out she is now darkness empty and trying to find fulfillment but even light couldn’t pass through she walks on glitter hoping she’d sparkle once more but she’s too broken while he was wonderful simply amazing and innocent he fell in …

His Song

  That was when I heard him sing I always did fall hard easily for a guy who can pick up a guitar and sing Especially if his voice is smooth and rough at the same time My knees would go weak and I have to hold back such a girly scream But with his …

A Romantic Comedy

If life were another movie cliché I’d be the girl you’d sweep away But the problem here is that we’re in reality That’s just the bitter truth I don’t want to know And I won’t find you with a guitar singing outside my window Or holding up a boom box over your head at midnight …